Issues With the World

My rants about things that I think about during my days.

8/25/2009

Summer is coming to a close

Posted by Gemini

So earlier today I got my "official" Driver's License. I thought I'd be ecstatic about it, but now I'm kind of staring at it wondering what it really does for me. Because my parents have basically told me that they won't let me drive by myself unless I absolutely need to. Like I'll have to once school starts. So... my license doesn't do me any good until my parents let it.

I will say this. The thing is certainly interesting to look at. It's got dogwood flowers all over the background. How cool is that?! and not only that whoever did it got clever with their typography and made the stems out of lettering. Which you don't even notice at first because it's so very well done. Bravo to whoever did I say. I'd love to find out who the artist was.

Even so. Summer is coming to a close and that means less and less days I have totally to myself. Depressing, yet I still can't find the motivation to do much of anything when it comes to my forums, my art, my roleplays, and even this in some cases. I had to push myself to type this up, believe it or not. I feel like all I want to do is doodle randomly all day. Who cares if my art gets any better or anything! Yeah I'm totally losing my conviction to do anything. Hopefully school will start that back up again, or else I may end up falling in a really bad hole.

One thing to look up on though. I do have the IDEAS to do things. So once I get my motivation kicked back in, I will be like.. some kind of machine working on so many different projects, like you have no idea. Hopefully homework won't become overly much right away so that way I'll still have some time to do things.

I'm worried though too with summer coming to a close. (I did mention that this blog post my go in so many directions Jah?). I have schoolwork now that I really need to get done. Problem is the last question, and then the writing I need to do in the book can not be done until I re-read the book, even if I'm just skim reading. But I can't find the conviction to do that either. It might come to the point where I'm doing it the weekend before school starts, which won't be a good idea. I'll probably get yelled at by my parents. Oh well.

Too many things on my mind I say. Too many unrelated things that I'm able to pack into one blog post. Hopefully those of you that are my readers do not get too lost whilst reading this one.



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